shorrie the blog's been down for like a zillion years n it nv seemed to come backk. hee. cus im still figuring out how to insert a password for entry to my blog! yea.. i just dont want some unnecessary pple to view my blogg.
well anw! promos are overrr but seriously, ive never never been so afraid of the outcome of the results! ohh man. cus i was seriously super duper unprepared for the exams. ohh well i bet many pple wud sae the same thing but many were just lying thru their teeth! cus im SUPER DUPER unprepared n not just mildly unprepared okiee. just hope i can get promoted w the retaining of my phys chem n maths subjects mann. dont exactly mind droppin econs la.. yea.
sighh. usually i wud leave my revision to the last week before the promos. but sthh really dreadful happened durin tt particular week- i fell ultra sickk.. even to the extent tt i actually faintedd lo! ive never been tt sick before mann. durin tt period of time, i just cudnt help feelin paranoidd n started havin wild thots again. *touching onto wood noww..* what if i just d*e n all my frens wud have totally no idea abt it.. tt wud b so.. pathetically saddeningg. *TOUCHWOOD* i started feelin sick on friday nite n the feverish feelin was dragged til the next day. n i started havin a fever which i thot wud subside if i rest enuff la. but it didnt n i started having a very high fever at abt 11pm. then i fainted outside my toilet. my mum told me she gave me a few slaps across my face but i just cudnt remember at all. hahaha. but i can definitely remember how my siblings luffed when i lookedd super blurr after faintingg. hahahahahaha. how horrendous can they gettt?!! but anw my mum even thot i was possessed *TOUCHWOOD* cus i didnt give her any response when she kept askin me questions n i just kept having tt dazedd look. ohh well. so obviously i had to visit the doctor the next morningg yups. so after medication n some rest, i THOT i was recovering le cus the fever appeared to have subsided. however, at arnd 3am on monday morning, i woke up w a terribleeeeee stomache. so i was stuck at the toilet bowl for abt 1hr before leaving myself w no choice but to wake my mum up cus the tummyache was really unbearable. so after forcing myself to shitt which took another 1hr.. i started shiveringg nonstop n had a vv high fever againn! T.T so i cudnt get a good nite's rest la.. cus all the torture hadnt end yet. my mum attempted to cure me using the traditional method of forcing me to perspire n bring my temperature down w the help of trapping me under blankets w a huge bowl of boiling tea. n all the steam coming out from the boiling tea was practically burning me outtt.. but the method served to b useful cus my temperature dropped from 38.7 to 36.2 eventually after repeated attempts of tt perspiration method. i was to go without fans n any slightest moving air too. cann u just imagine i was just lying on the bed n perspiring non stop for the ENTIRE dayy.. so i had to keep changing my shirts too. really cudnt get a proper restt. n i need my mum's help to visit the loo too cus i was really weak n dizzy. felt as if i cud faint any moment.. super scaryy. so my dear mummy had to attend to me almost every minute. sigh.
until tues i still had a slight feverr.. sighh. so i didnt go to school for both monday n tuesday! i attempted to go to school on wed when i THOT i was feelin slightly better la. but after going to school i felt even worse n i cudnt go to school on thurs againn. but i HAD TO go to school on friday so tt i cud get all the necessary notes from the teachers for the coming promos which was like.. the coming monday!!!!!!!! ohh kill me. i cudnt start until friday niteee n the efficiency wasnt high cus i was still feelin dizzy. n to think the whole world thot i ponned school on purpose so tt i cud study at homee. wat the HELL. slap them la. n i HATE it when pple accuse me of doin silent muggin at home when i was sickkkkk. arghss.
BUT BUT BUT! jia ning n hazel are reallyyyy my darling sweetiess! they were there for me thruout the whole periodd.. sending me warm messages askin abt how was my condition n callin me every now n then to xpress their concern. (: i just loveeeeeee them sooo muchh. n durin tt period i was really freakin stressed up cus of the upcomin promos tt i had yet started revising forr n my body just cudnt take the long hours of intensive revision for the remaining few days. there was way TOO MUCH to cover for. ohh man. n promos take up 80% of the entire academic performance! so even if i did okie for my block tests, they wudnt be exactly helpful. sighh. n knowin tt i was ultra stressed up.. hazel n jia ning were always there for me. as in.. ALWAYS! always motivatin n encouraging me.. oh mann. i was reallyyy touchedd okiee. yea.. so thanks alottttttt hunny pies! I LOVE YOU GUYS! (: zhen shi you yi qi! yeaaa. so super gladdd they are my bestttesttttt buds in aj!
so anw hols are coming soon! n dunno wat class outings im supposed to organise mann. chalet? hahaha. i guess most of them are booked by noww.. ohh man. give me SUGGESTIONS!